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- 1. Verily and Amen! I passed through the deep sea, and by the rivers of
- running water that abound therein, and I came unto the Land of No Desire.
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- 2. Wherein was a white unicorn with a silver collar, whereon was graven the
- aphorism Linea viridis gyrat universa.
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- 3. Then the word of Adonai came unto me by the mouth of the Magister mine,
- saying: O heart that art girt about with the coils of the old serpent, lift up
- thyself unto the mountain of initiation!
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- 4. But I remembered. Yea, Than, yea, Theli, yea, Lilith! these three were
- about me from of old. For they are one.
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- 5. Beautiful wast thou, O Lilith, thou serpent-woman!
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- 6. Thou wast lithe and delicious to the taste, and thy perfume was of musk
- mingled with ambergris.
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- 7. Close didst thou cling with thy coils unto the heart, and it was as the
- joy of all the spring.
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- 8. But I beheld in thee a certain taint, even in that wherein I delighted.
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- 9. I beheld in thee the taint of thy father the ape, of thy grandsire the
- Blind Worm of Slime.
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- 10. I gazed upon the Crystal of the Future, and I saw the horror of the End
- of thee.
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- 11. Further, I destroyed the time Past, and the time to Come had I not the
- Power of the Sand-glass?
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- 12. But in the very hour I beheld corruption.
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- 13. Then I said: O my beloved, O Lord Adonai, I pray thee to loosen the coils
- of the serpent!
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- 14. But she was closed fast upon me, so that my Force was stayed in its
- inception.
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- 15. Also I prayed unto the Elephant God, the Lord of Beginnings, who breaketh
- down obstruction.
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- 16. These gods came right quickly to mine aid. I beheld them; I joined
- myself unto them; I was lost in their vastness.
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- 17. Then I beheld myself compassed about with the Infinite Circle of Emerald
- that encloseth the Universe.
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- 18. O Snake of Emerald, Thou hast no time Past, no time To Come. Verily Thou
- art not.
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- 19. Thou art delicious beyond all taste and touch, Thou art not-to-be-beheld
- for glory, Thy voice is beyond the Speech and the Silence and the Speechtherein, and Thy perfume is of pure ambergris, that is not weighed against the
- finest gold of the fine gold.
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- 20. Also Thy coils are of infinite range; the Heart that Thou dost encircle
- is an Universal Heart.
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- 21. I, and Me, and Mine were sitting with lutes in the market-place of the
- great city, the city of the violets and the roses.
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- 22. The night fell, and the music of the lutes was stilled.
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- 23. The tempest arose, and the music of the lutes was stilled.
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- 24. The hour passed, and the music of the lutes was stilled.
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- 25. But Thou art Eternity and Space; Thou art Matter and Motion; and Thou art
- the negation of all these things.
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- 26. For there is no Symbol of Thee.
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- 27. If I say Come up upon the mountains! the celestial waters flow at my
- word. But thou art the Water beyond the waters.
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- 28. The red three-angled heart hath been set up in Thy shrine; for the
- priests despised equally the shrine and the god.
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- 29. Yet all the while Thou wast hidden therein, as the Lord of Silence is
- hidden in the buds of the lotus.
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- 30. Thou art Sebek the crocodile against Asar; thou art Mati, the Slayer in
- the Deep. Thou art Typhon, the Wrath of the Elements, O Thou who transcendest
- the Forces in their Concourse and Cohesion, in their Death and their
- Disruption. Thou art Python, the terrible serpent about the end of all
- things!
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- 31. I turned me about thrice in every way; and always I came at the last unto
- Thee.
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- 32. Many things I beheld mediate and immediate; but, beholding them no more,
- I beheld Thee.
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- 33. Come thou, O beloved One, O Lord God of the Universe, O Vast One, O
- Minute One! I am Thy beloved.
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- 34. All day I sing of Thy delight; all night I delight in Thy song.
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- 35. There is no other day or night than this.
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- 36. Thou art beyond the day and the night; I am Thyself, O my Maker, my
- Master, my Mate!
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- 37. I am like the little red dog that sitteth upon the knees of the Unknown.
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- 38. Thou hast brought me into great delight. Thou hast given me of Thy flesh
- to eat and of Thy blood for an offering of intoxication.
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- 39. Thou hast fastened the fangs of Eternity in my soul, and the Poison of
- the Infinite hath consumed me utterly.
- 40. I am become like a luscious devil of Italy; a fair strong woman with worn
- cheeks, eaten out with hunger for kisses. She hath played the harlot in
- divers palaces; she hath given her body to the beasts.
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- 41. She hath slain her kinsfolk with strong venom of toads; she hath been
- scourged with many rods.
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- 42. She hath been broken in pieces upon the Wheel; the hands of the hangman
- have bound her unto it.
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- 43. The fountains of water have been loosed upon her; she hath struggled with
- exceeding torment.
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- 44. She hath burst in sunder with the weight of the waters; she hath sunk
- into the awful Sea.
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- 45. So am I, O Adonai, my lord, and such are the waters of Thine intolerable
- Essence.
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- 46. So am I, O Adonai, my beloved, and Thou hast burst me utterly in sunder.
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- 47. I am shed out like spilt blood upon the mountains; the Ravens of
- Dispersion have borne me utterly away.
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- 48. Therefore is the seal unloosed, that guarded the Eighth abyss; therefore
- is the vast sea as a veil; therefore is there a rending asunder of all things.
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